APH: Russias lonely world

The world is so big and it is endless, just like the pain.
Plain white and cold, like my heart.
How much longer will I be able to sustain?
I feel like I am falling apart

Everybody around me calls me insane.
What if I am?
To think of all who has been slain…
All who once was a mighty stallion to a little lamb

There is no room in anyone’s hearts to love me
I am all alone
Isolated like the creatures under the frozen sea
My heart broken as a fragile bone

How can endless white land be so dark?
The nights contain no stars anymore
Darker nights, not even a single spark
Scaring and freezing me to my core

My fingers might soon fall off
I have nothing to keep me warm
Slime and blood come when I cough
Outside and inside is always a storm